Crush has been Revealed!!!!

its has been over a year since I had crushed on u... but then, I'm afraid to mention it as I'm not the type that u like (it is what I think).... I love to be around u... like going out with u... even sitting beside u during the orchestra... I even showed that I care when u asked me about how to solve the problem with the person that u had crushed on..... ^_^ maybe u are not my destined... the longer I kept the secret the longer the pain I felt... I dunno why, its just something evoke my emotion to tweet that feeling... even though the feedback didn't happen like what I expected it to be... but at least, I feel happy as I had mentioned it... ^_^

Keras btol hati seorang insan bernama Nur Amanina bt Baharuddin....... susah yg teramat hndk memujuknya kmbali ..... grrrrrrrrrr...... tp ap kn daya ....kalau dh jodoh ....tdk kn kemana jua .....

(=.=")

what is sociological criticism..... damn!!! have no idea at all.....

why it is so hard for me to understand literature easily.... gosh....

really been through tough moment right now.... maximum headache now!!!!

Still awake...... listening to my rumate explaining about scout's thing....... damn sleepy!!!!

11-JULY-2012!!!!

I still remember till now this date..... it was 22.29 at the moment... u give me a shocked news about our relationship.....  at first I'm quite blur that time... but I was stupid that time coz im not try to defend our relationship..... hurm.... what the thing that have I done that make u wanna break up with me actually.... I really have no clue at all.... maybe because I'm not like others... always abandoned you like we weren't couple.... and I also treat you like you were my friend even though u were my girlfriend!!! T_T

WHAT IS EXACTLY HAPPENED TO ME ACTUALLY..... WHY I KEEP ON THINKING OF YOU SINCE BACK THEN!!!!! PLEASE DEAR...... PLEASE GIVE ME A SPACE IN UR HEART ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!

Still Hoping!!!!

saya tahu saya banyak buat salah dekat awk.... saya hancurkan hati awk.... saya still tertanya2 adkah awk sanggup bagi peluang ke 2 kepada saya........ I'm still love you and always did..... <3 <3 <3 pleaseee;...... I'm begging you dear...... T_T

memories with her......

first meet up with her at Precint 17, Putrajaya if I'm not mistaken.... still shy2 cat at this moment...hahahah.....  she is adorable and me still cute as I always been...hahahha

dear..... can u still accepting me as I am ??? T_T

sigh!!!! since back then, no one can replace ur place in my heart...... maybe my status in facebook look like I had a replacement in my life.... somehow it just a post that had nothing to be with..... =.=

Dunno if u still remember about this one.... it was during the orchestra thing in 2011.... the dancer met up with the musician!!! <3 <3 <3 miss this moment with you dear..... hurmmmmmm.......

Lovely evening!!!

it such a wonderful moment I have this evening. hang out with my siblings in IPG IPOH.... though they are not my biological sibling, they treat me like one.... <3 <3 <3

 today kak ngah belanja midah, jacq and me as she just received her salary.... :P Alhamdulillah save budget for tonight...heheh....

but, as always...i easily feel hungry again even just finished eating 2hours ago.... all of a sudden I remember the nickname that I've got from her... "PEROT NAGA" .... till now this PEROT NAGA still starving for a large amount of food to be fed in..... :P

thanks Ya Allah for their existence in my life, without them, I have no idea how my life would be here in Ipoh!!!! <3 <3 <3

New Life In 2013!!!!

Just starting my new semester as degree student.... its quite fun though.....

today is her birthday..... at first I was thinking of gave her a call...but I'm afraid if she refuse to pick up the call.... so I just send her a message through viber.... we had quite long conversation till it reach a turning point when the AWKWARD feeling crossed by...... =.=

sigh!!! does she realize that I'm trying to win her heart back???? but its sort of nonsense thing to do... my bestie once said.... when a girl turn their back on.... there is no way for you to win her heart ever again...even if u've cried to the tear of blood..... (mind for my broken english :P)

I miss the moment when we went out for a dinner together.... it might not quite often like others did though I still kept that memories inside my heart..... :')

sometimes when I looked at our pics during the merdeka thing in 2011.... it make my heart grown fonder.... ^_^

I'm the dumbest person ever!!!

hello dear.... I knew I've been so cruel to you...... I wasn't there when u need my shoulder.... I wasn't there when u want to share about ur life with.....

what a stupid person I am when I let you go just like that without arguing what the real problem that bother ur mind at the moment.......

still hoping that I can reverse the clock to the previous time so that I could correct everything.... but what can do, we all mere human.... we just can planning for our future.. but the one who decide what happen to us in the future is only HIM The Greatest!!!!